Psychedelic experience: LSD 15-20 trips ranging from 200ug - 400ug. Mushrooms 5-6 trips ranging from 2g - 8g. N02 roughly 150-200 hits. Ketamine more bags than I can count. 2-CB a few trips, pretty warm experience. 25-nBome 1 or 2 trips - dirtier version of LSD, bad comedown and puking at high doses (which are needed for solid effects, I've heard). Pretty strong trips though. ~ 700ug - 900ug. First DMT experience After a hard trip at the festival my girlfriend and I were too scatter-brained to attempt smoking DMT, and we decided we would get more from the experience after a good night rest. Two days later, back at home and well rested, we set up the bedroom for our trip. Himalayan rock salt multicolour LED lamps. Crystals organized neatly into a shrine - circle around them. Psychedelic artwork on the walls. I go first. I lay down and pack the cone, we had the changa, chopped with a little bit of bud to thin it down. WARNING I don't condone the use of illicit substances. I had done plenty of research before trying this and this report is for educational purposes. The first thing I feel is the bed drop from underneath me, I was instantly floating. Numb to the senses my body was experiencing. I saw mandalas, patterns and 4D shapes. Colors that are beyond the natural spectrum, and this hum. What I can only describe as a cosmic hum piercing through each atom of my being. All audible senses from my body are scattered - as if the nerves containing the data where running in slow motion. Each breath was like a slow wave rolling into the shore. Intense blackness, but also an intense brightness. I did not break through. My 2nd DMT experience After a house-party in the city, I had decided to try DMT again. Stocking up at the party, I got twice the dose the I had on my first trip. 250mg of changa It was enough for 3 big bongs worth. Enough to break through. My first hit came as a surprise. I remember it being intense but not this intense. My face went numb. My hands and feet tingled and pulsed as the blood run through them. I could feel every cell in my body. I was whole and one, but separate. All of a sudden I felt a wind on my face. I was rushing past something, like a tunnel of light. Pure white light, but through it was a rainbow of impossible colors that flashed and spun. I saw every letter, number, symbol and hieroglyph created by man. I saw how language ties together our human perspective, and how reality can be shifted using thoughts and ideas created through the gift of language. I saw every pattern, mandala, mathematics, fractals, I saw the essence and geometry that holds life together. Calculations deeper and more profound than the Fibonacci sequence or the flower of life. Then I had my 2nd cone and everything tore apart at the seams. Reality itself split and I could see another world behind it. For some reason it felt like this was the "true world" and that the world I was leaving was just an imagined place. I've read a lot about people feeling like they've "returned home" and stuff, so I guess you could relate it to that. I was launched through the tunnel and into a mirage of 4D objects layed out like a city. http://www.wakingtimes.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/dmt_world_by_nomadicortex-d4ichkk1.jpg I can't describe much if it, other than that it was incredible scenery that went on for millions of miles. I remember there being entities. Very similar to some DMT artwork I have seen online: http://i.imgur.com/M64wyOd.jpg I've seen people describe these as machine elves but I didn't get much contact with them so I can't say. At one point there were about 5 or 6 of them leaning towards me, all eyes on me like I had been missing for ages and they were surprised I was there. They showed me things I can't describe, one of the less mind-bending ones was a triangular-cube. Like a 4th dimensional cube that had 3 sides on one of the dimensions? I know it doesn't make much sense so here's a gif: https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/proxy/XPVXW-sAqwflZSBj4BNdrKL0nFA29VweE5l-0JXZhP3yZFU4_odaK2bXZUHCBKCxoxWQtRqbAeNn7J3cYoMNAvdUJv7XnQkhIST3X3_3O3O3S_s5BHM=w252-h252-nc The beings themselves would warp in and out of the dimensions like that too. Constantly rotating on a 4th axis that was neither X, Y, nor Z. I asked one of them "Where do spirit beings come from?" and got a reply in glossolalia. I wish I could have understood, it sounded like Latin or some other language but I knew his words carried depth and knowledge. They were thought out, slow in pace and pronounced with diction. Although I didn't know much about my new world I'd arrived at, for some reason I had an extensive knowledge on our 3D reality. I knew where we came from, how we evolved. I could see how societal standards change over time and how wars could be prevented. I knew the deepest part of human psyche. I was all. I had no knowledge of myself as an individual. Humanity tied in with these new friends that were surrounding me, attent and intrigued with me. I knew they could read my thoughts too, almost like how you can feel somebody watching you. They were interested in how excited I got with the new experience. Slowly but surely my memories came back. I have work in the morning. Work? Oh yeah. I remember what I look like. I remember my girlfriend. I remember my life and all my mistakes and shortcomings. I'm shown my entire life from start to finish in the blink of an eye. And then boom. It all goes. And I'm back in the present. Staring at my curtains, slightly waving still from the hallucinogens. EDIT: It's the morning after - still a bit groggy, slept through my first alarm for work but managed to drag myself out of bed for the second. After writing my post (finishing around 3.30am this morning or whenever I posted) I still didn't fall asleep until about 4.30am - was too lucid and introspective. I thought about my trip and recalled moments that I had not written down here. At one point, all the entities who were communicating to me were gone. I was in a strange grey-white room that had ripples of color going through the walls - which looked like they were melting. There were about 10-12 of these little 'puffle' things I decided to call them. http://hdwyn.com/wallpaper_mirror/wisp_dota_2_art_hd-wallpaper-91783.jpg http://img11.deviantart.net/d6bc/i/2014/198/a/4/wisp__by_cresidia-d7r2gr1.png They were cute and had charm and charisma - but lacked any formal knowledge from what I could tell. They were like the lower-class animals of this realm. They stole my breath. No kidding - I felt them jumping in and out of my chest (an experience Terrance McKenna has spoken about a couple times). They would take a piece of my breath right out of my lungs and then jump out again. As if it were some shiny object that I had brought to them as a present. When I had no more to give - they stopped and went back to dancing around and causing shenanigans. Some went back to the larger entities - where they were consumed and then all of a sudden I had a telepathic connection with the larger beings again. Who looked like this: http://digital-art-gallery.com/oid/14/r169_457x256_4322_Will_o_the_Wisp_2d_fantasy_wisp_magical_picture_image_digital_art.jpg http://img08.deviantart.net/025e/i/2015/274/2/d/halloween_challenge_1_willow_wisp_by_mad__munchkin-d9bl2tj.jpg http://themindunleashed.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/04/deathbeddd.jpg http://s44.photobucket.com/user/roland_dmp/media/5977.jpg.html Another thing I noticed was that they showed me images of my life. Before I mentioned I saw my entire future, past, present, etc all mashed together - but most of it was actually images of my girlfriend - I saw us grow old together and all that cheesy stuff, but I also saw all the bad times and how in the end everything levels out. The good, the bad, the happy, funny, excruciating pain, intense love. I felt every feeling at once, and because of this, I also felt neutral. I wasn't calm, I wasn't panicked either, I was just neutral and all knowing - in a state of pure existence. And then like I said - boom - I was rushed back into the present, back into my body and left confused. :P Now that's all I remember!