I'm just commenting to say that I love reading these pages and I hope you continue maknig them <3

Why aren't we taught about emotions in school - why when we seek to learn the truths and untruths of the universe are we swatted down due to fear and ignorance.

 

How can ignorance ever breed happiness or love - It can only permeate itself through fear and anger.

 

Thank you for teaching me about endoplasmic-reticulum and calculus... but what about the condition of my soul? why the fuck is it called sin? why not give it a less indeterminate name.. like emotional damage.. something I can see and understand.

 

How can my 37 year old teacher who lives in a complete state of emotional ignorance ever teach me anything truly fundamental about the universe?

 

Why is this shit not taught in school.. we live in a society that now has MONEY on the same level as LOVE...

 

We now live in a society where people say ignorant things like LOVE HURTS... what the fuck is that? Sadness hurts... Fear Hurts... Anger hurts... Love HEALS... Love cannot hurt... that is an oxymoron..

 

My soul is angry and fearful..

 

I have run from my emotions for 30 years due to fear and ignorance.. I would be in such a better state of being if love was taught to me when I was a boy..

 

I would not hate the church if when I asked a simple question their answer to me wasn't "BECAUSE THATS THE WAY IT IS - STOP ASKING QUESTIONS OR YOU WILL BURN IN HELL"

 

How is a person in such a state of 'Sin' standing here as a beacon of light to a genuine soul seeking the truth?

 

Thank you Rome for fucking the planet up...

Thank you ignorance for breeding more ignorance and putting the planet in complete chaos..

Thank you parents for projecting all of your emotional baggage on your children and spreading the continued cycle of hate..

Thank you Church for ruining the only chance we ever had of atonement with our creator.

 

 

This world is a very dirty room... and we need to clean this shit up..

 

Lesson 1 in school:

Emotional Responsibility

 

 

Lesson 2 in school:

How to release your damage and heal through divine love

 

 

 

^^^ How is this shit not taught.. we live in a state of ignorance..

 

Love has the power to create and heal... Science has proved this with multiple experiments conducted with water (Which by the way your body is mainly comprimised of)

 

Man will only know peace when ignorance is replaced by truth..

and fear is replaced by love.

About a decade ago now, I honestly went on my front porch, sat in my rocker and wept real tears, quite hard, when I was finally convinced, without a doubt, that everything I thought I ever knew was wrong as far as our "history" and that those in power now are so deeply embedded that they control everything that we read, see and hear and have basically done so for a very, very long time.

Yes it started as children as we were taught the history they wanted us to believe and we stood "proudly" everyday swearing our allegiance to the country.

Pure propaganda and while many refuse to admit it as it really is paradigm shifting, the U.S. is as bad if not worse then most of the third world countries we think are in such horrible shape. Yes we have a better lifestyle, but that is only because they need good consumers to keep their profits rolling in.

As an adult we are bombarded by propaganda from the moment we wake up until we return to sleep. Most think they are well informed because they may catch some news while preparing for work, listening to Fox, MSNBC or CNN then they get in their car and listen to whatever talk show they agree with on their way to work. They repeat this at the end of the day and then feel they are well informed citizens.

Of course they only listen to the "news" and talk radio hosts that they agree with and think the other channels are pure b.s., not realizing that it is irrelevant what you listen to or watch because it is all propaganda.

By the 4-6 large corporations owning over 96% of all the media, they are the ones who control the debate and set the agenda. As blind sheep, the populace goes along with too busy trying to maintain their lifestyle to even question things let alone do the research needed to find the real truth.

It really is like they have used 1984 and Joseph Goebbels principles of propaganda. One can just take a cursory look at Goebbels principles and pretty much easily just put a check mark beside every one.

Everything most know is a lie.

One can just look at Iran and Iraq and even with only a half hearted open mind will see that those countries may not be very nice, but we are the ones who put them where they are, all in the quest to dominate the world's oil market. Mention Iran and even those who have woken up a bit will think of nothing but terrorists who only wish us dead. But if one looks at the real history, i have no doubt that if they lived in Iran they would feel at least the same about us if not worst. No need to go into that history here, but if you do not know about Kermit Roosevelt guiding the overthrow of the elected parliament of Iran just because they dare nationalize their oil, i urge you to do some real fact checking.

Or Hussein where you can read the transcript of the conversation he had with April Glaspie where he basically asked for U.S. permission to attack Kuwait and she gave it to him.

Or Bush sr using fake satellite photos to show the Iraqi army poised on the Saudi border ready to attack it which was our excuse for going to war the 1st time. And what happens when it is eventually disclosed that it turned out other countries happened to have their satellites taking pictures there also and it showed we made the photos up, they were not even close to the Saudi border ? Nothing. By then the propaganda machine had done it's job so well all the average American wanted was the blood of Iraqi's. It literally did not make a difference that the President, the former head of the CIA, knew they were faked photos as he just wanted the populace to not get too hot and bothered when we attacked iraq - which in my opinion was because Hussein was subverting the oil quatas agreed to as he was trying to raise money and this was lowering the price of oil...a big no-no when our military is basically the oil companies private army.

The point is, though the propaganda starts as children, as adults most are too busy buying into the consumer propaganda that they really do not care who we attack, raope their resources etc as long as they can maintain their lifestyle as if it is their god given right to try and control the planet.

Children do not know any better, but if someone was abused as a child, at some point you would hope that they could maybe put it behind them and go on and live a happy life. At somne point, even though everything we have been taught is propaganda, one would hope that most would eveentually open their eyes, even if just a little bit, and start to see the real world around them

I am in my 50's and have gotten into many a "debate" with my children and others, in their mid 20's and normally they can never understand why I am so mad, frustrated etc. An example would be I have been telling them for a few years that every phone call and email we make is recorded and kept on record. When everyone figured it out thanks to Snowden, I briefly revisited the topic with them and a normal response is "I don't have anything to hide". When I talk of the U.S. becoming (is) a police state and how "they" control everything we read, see and hear in the media, another typical response is "I have life good, I don't see a problem"

I have failed my children and they are nothing but mass consumers, happy with whatever is going on as long as they have their nice car etc.

You have no idea how much it saddens me to hear responses like this from anyone, let alone my own children, but from the moment a person is born the brainwashing begins. From organized religion to their entertainment, they are controlled like an avatar in a video game and don;t even realize it.

I can't even imagine what my granddchildren will think after i am gone and there isn't anyone around questioning things like privacy, torture etc........world dominance is pretty much complete and as I figure my best days are behind me, I have decided to take a stand and while many think it is wrong, i am afraid nothing else works so I am going to do my best to hit them where it hurts them most, their wallet and begin a terrorist camapign until my life is over or caught. I truly am sickk and tired of it and can no longer just sit idly by